I Hate…

When I write something, 99% of the time it is positive. Well as you could probably tell by the title, this post is going to fall in the negative 1%. Lately I have been frustrated and disgusted by a number of things so I decided to summarize them and vent a little.

I hate tripping over nothing.
I hate that I’m sick.
I hate how MS makes me feel.

I hate that I’m getting worse.
I hate that stupid handicapped placard.
I hate when people say, “But you don’t look sick.”

I hate that I can’t drive anymore.
I hate using canes, walkers, and scooters.
I hate how expensive medicine is.

I hate how hard it is to be declared disabled by Social Security.
I hate using adult diapers.
I hate that I can’t wear high heels anymore.

I hate that companies profit off of sick people.
I hate that the TSA checks my wheelchair before I can get on a plane.
I hate that I am tired just from typing this.

I hate that I am damn near blind in my right eye.
I hate that MS makes me hate.
I hate that I can’t do anything anymore.

I hate that there is no cure.

Please add your hate below.

About Nicole Lemelle

My name is Nicole Lemelle. I am a writer, activist and a person living with Multiple Sclerosis. I created My New Normals to educate those who do not understand MS, reassure people with similar plights and inspire everyone to seize command of their lives.